brokengirl07

Yes I'm me! I act how I want Sorry that I didn't do everything you wanted. I'm me!I'm your daughter, granddaughter, I'm your niece. I did stupid things but haven't we all? I'm me! I did what i had had to when you left. Yes I cut when during the holidays because you weren't there anymore. Sorry I'm not the prefect granddaughter you think I am. I will never be as prefect as you think I am. I'm me! You never helped me when I needed you. You never asked me whats wrong when I was upset. That's because you don't care how I feel. I'm never going to be the prefect daughter, granddaughter, or niece that you think I am. I'm me!

you? why you? i don't want you to leave me your my everything. your the reason i haven't killed my self yet... this summer we will make it the best we will become closer we will become a real couple. we can be together everyday. we can stay up late texting and talking on the phone. late night talks. most importantly we can be happy you? i love you!

I feel the pain day and night. These thoughts never go away. Here comes the blood, dripping from my wrist. it's becoming dark i can no longer see anything. everything is gone before my eyes my life is gone there is no more me everyone that i loved is gone they found my body now my mom screams she starts crying i'm sorry, i just couldn't handle it not anymore the pain not that pain is gone i don't have to worry anymore i'm sorry i hurt everyone's feelings now everyone is crying i wish you could understand i'm happy now, no longer in pain i wish i could of said goodbye one last time but its over now its all over now then i wake up and realize

Why? I'm sorry! I wish I was that perfect daughter that you want. I'm sorry I'm no "normal". I wish I wasn't here anymore. You think this is what I asked for? Because its not. Maybe you would understand if you just listened. Why? I'm sorry!